Facebook fever and my likes
I guess no-one reads this site, mainly because I haven't made it really public. So, this is like my secret place.
Getting into the Facebook thing, which is quite the opposite, a personal site to share with others, I realised (again) that I don't know myself very well. Or maybe it's just that it's hard for me to name my "favourites".
So now I will write the things I like doing... and all that stuff, I think I'll feel apathic towards life in the end...
I love travelling. I do feel the need to travel all around the world, so, basically, I want to get a job that allows me to do this. I don't want money to buy a beautiful car, a big house, fancy and expensive clothes, delicious food or jewellery. All I want to do with my money is travel, have enough to eat and to keep my health. If I get the other things, it'd be ok, but that wouldn't make me very happy.
I like movies, but I'm not an expert about that. I like "cine arte" mainly, always with a touch of humour. I don't feel ashamed to say that I love all of Hugh Grant's movies, they're always funny and Hugh is like wine, I can't help sighing when I see him... in spite of his age, ufff... who cares about age? I think I need an advisor on movies, not that Hollywood shit... I like many of the other movies too, like Kill Bill and Shrek and City of Angels, but I like food for thought.
I love a cup of coffee at Lastarria. Especially Patagonia's coffees, they're soo good. I like that are, Parque Forestal and Barrio Lastarria, shops there are really nice, but I don't use to buy things, they are a little too expensive for my budget.
I like volleyball, I haven't practiced for a long time, though. This semester I'll try to go back to the volleyball court. I also like football, I just think I should give up smoking to run more. I also should be less passionate about it, I can get too competitive or frustrated depending on the match.
I like writing, but I don't do it very frequently. What happens to me is that I think I have great ideas, but when the moment to write them down comes, I forget them or despice them... or get distracted by anything. I think that's fear only, I'm lazy, writing needs an effort and it seems I don't want to make it. I'd like to write a book at some stage, hopefully not when I'm too old. I also would like to write in public media.
My ideal job would be as a foreing journalist. Get paid for writing and travelling...
I don't usually do what I enjoy the most... should start doing it, maybe I'd stop feeling bored and empty.
I'd like to live a summer like my last one again. It was simply great, and even though I don't miss my special person as I did a couple of weeks ago, I miss him sometimes. The way he looked at me, the things he did and say... It's a pity I get pissed every time we chat now... things change, but deep inside... love remains.
I must say I've had a happy life... but I know I can be happier.
Now I'm in search of spiritual equilibrium, peace of no-mind, and the capacity to love every person and every second I live. I want to get to do that now, not when my life's about to end.
Good night.
